i'm unapologetic, yo.

• 2009-11-04

  
  Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

• 2009-11-03

  NEW GOAL: someday, i will reach this level of bad-ass. (hopefully with the same theme music, as well!)

• 2009-10-30

  

  if “every man is an island,” i’m glad that i’m a girl.

  TFGIF! (which, in my world, translates roughly to ‘thank faaackin’ god it’s friday’)

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  we’re born alone, we live alone, we die alone. only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we’re not alone.

  — orson wells

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  apology.

  the empty space lingers

  heavily

  and breathes hot, wet vapor

  down my neck and chest

  where my lifeblood

  pools,

  cools.

  still—

  in its misery.

  a mirror:

  my consolation prize.

  for silence removes me

  from their world;

  bulbous and opaque.

  infallible in its distinction—

  and yet, so fragile.

  to mine own.

  a wilderness untamed;

  feral and primal and raw and

  exposed

  for the first time.

  i am sorry

  for everything you were not.

  for everything you could have been.

  and that it was never enough.

  but i will not apologize for whom

  i’ve become.

  because

  the beauty.

  the only beauty—

  that is resolved

  rises from the ashes of my

  doubt

  devastation

  insecurity

  fallacy

  with grace and poised pride:

  a swan forged in the fires of self-reliance.

  she beckons me.

  and like a moth to the flame,

  i follow.

  until—inevitably.

  i succumb to the blackened soot of my humanity

  once more.

• 2009-10-29

  this is what happens when my internet addiction interferes with my studiousness… although, usually it’s not this productive.

  i will forever be in debt to hip-hop for this rousing rendition of shakespeare—old school style.

• 2009-10-28

  

  i am safe in my solitude. but what of when my absolution is no longer enough?

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  we accept the love we think we deserve.

  —  the perks of being a wall flower